I was clean unblemished as I woke to those two pairs of eyes,
I began shedding in those arms of care, each part gone to make way for a part of them
I received most from those arms that gave and expected nothing back
It was they that gave me the will to share and courage to give
Little did I know those who I gave not gold or silver, I offered them irreplaceable a part that was my own
Empty I felt though not sad for the emptiness, happy to be a part of another being
Some threw it away, not to be replaced, wasted in time, realized not they
Some though as I turned my back held it and cherished it, made it part of them
Life gives a chance to meet and offer, not a chance to look who accepted and who did not
It gives only the chance to meet and share not chose who share and who waste
Here I am now, with half of me gone and half of me waiting to go,
When I shall go for ever, it will be when I have shed the last bit of me.
Where oh where do I go from those I love, where oh where do they take me
I have now cherished memories of pieces that fit not, of those who gave more than just a small bit
Rusty are some parts some old, cherish these I must the most, they vow to make it to the last mile
Some are new and shiny, they glisten their luster false, I know they last not the break of dawn
Sad I feel for moments i did not share, a chance to give myself, opportunity to make a difference
Times sadder for those parts irreplaceable I threw, of those who wanted to share themselves in earnest
Desire makes me want to reach back in time, snatch moments sad, moments long gone
Homage must i pay for the mistakes made, a vow to repeat not the same unfortunate time
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